The Fog of slow progress

 


Warm-up Sketch & Ink in Clip Studio Paint



    I wanted to take a moment and reflect. On days like today, even writing this blog post takes more effort than I care to exert. 

    I look at my agenda to one listed task  reading: "Post to Blog! due today". It would've been easy to disregard it, exit my home office, and sit in front of the TV. I confess I do this often when this task comes around.  

    Starting towards a goal is easy. I find it exciting. For me it consists of: day dreaming, pulling out a fresh 70 sheets wide ruled 1-subject notebook with a title hand-written with a black sharpie on a sticker label, and a project folder on my computer with a carefully considered sub-folder structure. 

    Reaching the goal typically feels great too. Seeing something through, bringing it to fruition--there is nothing like it. 

    Somewhere stranded in the middle is where my journey is now. Step 22 out of 44. I have many projects running all at once. I feel I'm in the middle of no where with all of them. When that fog of impatience hangs over my head, the anxiety sometimes pulls me into indolence. But after many life lessons, I know it is just a moment in time. This too sha'll pass.    

    I don't know what possessed me to share this here. Most likely because I'm convinced no one will read it. I get to check it off my agenda, there is that tiny joy too. Maybe I'll look back at this post some day and smile. 


   

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